World of God Blessed Wonders

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Livejournal is lousy. i can't post pictures.
Reason 1 for dying journal.
Reason 2 is due to pure laziness :D

BYEBYE LJ.
don't miss me

Y'know how a hurricanes hurricane comes and go before you can even  identify Superman in the sky?
"Look a bird! No, a plane! No, it's SUPERMAN!"
What about quicker hurricanes that attacks attack before you can even start on these three sentences? And maybe, what if Superman bails on you? Don't we always see our parents as Superman and Wonderwoman when we're were young? No matter how short or fat they are were, they still look looked stronger than us, and someone who has had the power to withhold "justice".

But i guess, it's just a childhood fantasy, an illusion, delusion, or whatever you may call it. Simply saying, we're stupid and lying to ourselves. Something similar to the analogy happened today at dinner. Hurricane J came crashing, and I don't see Superman. Wonderwoman bailed. All that was left were debris of shattered hope. Hope that resembles a broke jar, SLAMMED with a sledge hammer over and over again. You try to seal the cracks with superglue, but then, the cycle seems seemed never ending. I wonder when will the jar be shattered into peices so small that it can never be repaired again.

If i was were a doll, I'd be a ragged doll. If you press my tummy. I'll say " SHUT UP" (:



















God, i pray that Serene is alright.
Amen.



















I really should stop messaging you when things crops up. It makes me feel worst. It ain't like before. But what can I say? It's already been been a year.

An old telephone.... memories....

Chalet have been really fun, while it lasted.
First time staying out the night for class chalets, my "virgin" night... did crazy stuff with Ces and had romantic moments with Mar.
I love my class even more now, and as much as I'd like to have it again, i know it's not possible cos we're incomplete, and A lvls will perfectly screw up all our brains.

Have been hanging around with Serene a lot lately. I love it when we're together. Silences ain't awkward, and small talks ain't pressurizing. It's just us, and that's all that mattered (:
Tons of photos doesn't seem that much of a big deal anymore, I'll just leave it to words for now. Chalet pics can be found on ZN's blog, serene's can be found on her wordpress, and others can of course be found elsewhere. Like, who will be interested in them anyway?

Typing this post will definitely make me late for tuition. I've been thinking, what do I have in life that can be labelled JOANE? Holidays not gna be like any other holidays anymore.

Ever tried sitting on a bus heading nowhere? Just board any bus that you see at a random busstop, where will you find yourself an hour later? Will you freak out? Get scared? Piss on your pants? Maybe i should try that one day, alone.

Stand on the streets and you see people whizzing past you, without even taking a second battling of an eyelid at you. Me included, we don't stop to look in life, do we? I guess I'm doing just that right here right now, and yet, i don't seem to find anything worth stopping for. OR something worth pursuing. 11 months ago, I'm damn right sure about what I want to do, the direction I want to head for. But 11 months later, I'm stuck. And then if i were to figure out few months later, it'd be too late.

It's just goes the same for *. 1 year ago I was trying to figure out and was thrown off my feet trying to find the answer. and when i finally know the answer 9 months after, it's all too late to turn the clock back. I'm not Hiro, i can't alter time and space. What's gone is gone,  so why does it still flashes in my mind every now and then? Making me do crazy stuff. Please tell me i should stop that (:
I'll definitely listen to your advice.

It's 4.33pm. Tuition starts at 5pm. It takes 45mins to reach PP. I'm still in huge tee & cch pe shorts.

" Is is more scary to be invisible or be avoided? "
 

I have no answer to this question. Stories are too painful to be brought up.
I guess setting my standards higher than i can reach is too big an ambition, maybe i should halt this blind pursue of aspiring to be like *him. After all, he is just human like you and i. What makes his actions greater than anyone else?


"Why didn't i think this way 3 years ago?"


I shall put myself to the test for this week. I can't can do it.

My mind is totally cleaned of what happened in the past week, except that we went Mind Cafe and Promos came back with a roar.
Promos is not worth talking about. Period.


( Ramblings )

Before i start telling you about the marvellous week that have gone by (Thank God), i wanna post a few Water Soccer pictures!!!!!!!!!!! Grabbed from Mar's blog. haha
Love them to bits! ALTHOUGH THEY CAN BE A PAIN IN THE ASS AT TIMES. ha! joking!!! OOPS!


I think this picture is SUPER COOL. look at how the water is flying!

ISN'T THIS PICTURE-PERFECT?! i don't know why, but i just like it tremendously.
It shows something greater within and reminds me of how I was like when i was still a kid, dreaming big... reaching for something much more than i could grasp.
This doesn't just show Ces and I "strangling" each other, it shows how jauntiness can dust off another, yet again reiterating why we shouldn't be sad over something for more than 24 hours.
ok, i give ut 12 hours MAX.
Joane. Get on with life. Dream Big.

Past week have been really really really really "cool" filled with pw pw pw pw pw.
But i honestly feel that it's much much better than studying for promos. Not many agree with me though :S
And then everything's so packed till i had no time to go back tpjc. last week that the jc2 will be there alr! I'll really miss those hockey girls and the few "random" people HEHE!

okay, so ... i remembered i had something on monday, but I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION OF IT AT ALL!
tues was cg, wed with sisters (the photos are currently missing), thurs spent the day da bian-ing at home, fri met ESTHER, ZHUANG, XJ, WEIING AND JADE!

IT WAS ZA BOMB! ( ok now i sound like what ms seow thinks of me)
BUT YEA! IT WAS SO FUN. it really rocks to have occasional girls night just slacking under the stars with lttle children frolicking in the waters beside you.
The service at Vivo's Secret Recipe is very good. The guy who served us is HILARIOUS, i tell you. He says and do all kinds of funny stuff; rushing me to order claiming the girls are hungry (in a funny way), calling me fish-lover, stopping once in a while to change the position of my utensils etc etc. Felt like pinching his cheeks somehow HAHA!
okay random much.
Again, the pictures are currently missing.

Saturday(ytd) had flag day in the morning. HOW MANY PEOPLE COMENTED THAT I WAS TOO FORMAL. but i wanted to wear that like ever since Liting picked it out for me! boohoo. but at least this gorgeous caucasian said she liked my outfit. YAY :D
After which shopped with the girls after svc for a while, and i was tricked by my Dad to rush down to vivo to look for my "LOST" brother. WOW. i feel so cheated. GRR.

Anw, let me introduce you, BPG PTE.LTD !

White board after the lab attendant erased the " Only we are not paid".


THE COMPANY WORKCREW!

 

CLASS OUTING! i shall not upload the retarded photos at Daiso, it's so embarassing :S
And my posts are all piling up because some are LONG overdue. haha


Airport with Serene. We totally didn't know where to go or what to do, so we ended up at the airport. Wanted to go to the library to STUDY, pure madness!! haha
But yea, it's not about what we do or where we hang out, it's about the company ^^v
After that went to meet Kintoh to head for Eastcoast. WAHA, i'm really a road idiot, leading him the opposite direction to eastcoast. OOPs. Played Monkey and Captain's ball and had helluva fun, following Three Kings which didnt seem that much water buffing feeling anymore.
Left and headed for VIVO with cleve and kintoh ! oh no, before that met up with Sam, Genghao and Jixian, harrassing Daniel for our children's day present. (: hehe had  winnie the pooh which is so much of an upgrade from last year's.
Vivo-ed and waited for Piak Piak to end work. Sam and I kept running through the crowd, like how FUN! hahaha!
Watched Painted Skin at Marina sq. PICTURES!



The girls :D

Sam with TEDDY BEAR!






Kintoh so cute right. HAHAH!
 
okay, i guess this will be the end of today's post. There's still so much more to post but im getting bored of uploading all the pictures. Yep, Life's good ! ~ FINGER LICKING GOOD!

A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN

Haven't post since.....

VERY LONG AGO

have like so many pictures to post up ! But posting pictures takes very very very very very long, so im posting some only. Steph's bday pics can be koped from tawan!
:D

So, here's one very long ago, before Tiffy went off to study


Sure do missed her like crazy, it'll be so weird to have gatherings now when she's gone. & what if Fred goes off to army?! MAN ~....

Then i wont have these retarded pictures to post that often anymore !! :


HAHA! OKAY I SHALL STOP POSTING HIS UNGLAMNESS. :S :D


:D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Miss her like crazy.
sorry my fault my fault my fault ! :S 
nonono, YIQING'S FAULT! she ps de. ha, okay she'll be fixed into my schedule liao. SOMPA>
ok, now i dont know how to plan my days. RARRRH!
After Monday will be a relieve and yet something to worry about again. There's so much to do !


He always give me a shock when we meet, either jump out of the pillar or something else.
HAHA!

okay okay last photo for this event..... FORNOW....(there's still so many stupid ones luhh....)

YAY.

okokok, waitwaitwait, there's still teacher's day pics!!
I think it was a Friday ?
yea.. cos had tuition, Kintoh, Cleve, piak piak, Stephanie, Samantha all came back!
Went to eat icecream with Big  Bird  :D
See, the best tuition teacher ! haha, if i don't do well for Math i really really really dui bu qi ta. But ya.. i know i won't do well already..... SORRY!
Yea, we didn't get to take pictures though cos after that Zhuang and I had to go back have tuition.

But went back to CCHMS; I MISS MS TAY/MDM TAY SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!! HER BABY DARIUS...
AHHH I CAN'T FIND THE PHOTO!! OH NO OH NO OH NO!

OKAY NEXT TIME THEN.....



Ran out halfway from tuition to meet them! ! ! ! !
:D :D :D :D :D :D
As you can see, the two most act cool guys in the picture. 0.o

END OF IT. PHYSICS NOW. D:

Mar just stressed me.